Yay I got featured in ED! I am so very happy right now ^^ hehe =3 it was my sheep quest that was featured the youtube version =3 you can see it here

[link]

^^ also commissions are still open, though I am currently working on some so it might take a bit for me to get to new ones

What an original title! Anyways this one's an updated version so here we go!

Commissions are OPEN!


Pony Commissions

Pony Flash Trots - A short flash loop of your pony in a trot. I dont do walks since there are just too many frames to deal with. But I am willing to do trots! Here is an example - [link]

The price varies from $25+ depending on the level of difficulty. Currently I only do normal sized ponies. I don't have a draft, tall, or foal template just yet.

Pony Poses - Just a generic pose like used for these [link] [link] [link]

There are poses like standing, leg raised, hovering, crouching, rearing up, ect. They are available in Mare, Stallion, Draft Stallion, and Foal. I will add a tall pony/princess base at a later date as well. And possibly newborn.

Pricing starts at $15+ +$5+ for each additional pony depending on the complexity. A complex pony would consist of crazy hair, lots of markings, and clothes ect. While a simple pony would be something like just coloring and a simple mane design.

Large Sprite Ponies - Currently only available in walking format. [link]
$15+ depending on complexity


Digimon Sprites - [link] [link]

Starts at $10 may change depending on complexity. Additional $3 to add simple movement.


Interested in anything else? Let me know and I will see what I can do!

Hello, this is Miyuki. I know I dont keep up with journals, and hopefully these will start to have good news soon! Right now in RL situation isn't great, I am trying to find a job but in the meantime I have a loan payment of $100 to make on the 20th and I need help. So I am opening  commissions in an effort to raise the funds I need to make my payment. I am still actively seeking employment, but until that happens just getting through this month would be a huge weight lifted off my chest.

I can do digital artwork, SL(SecondLife) commissions, or whatever else you can think of! Within SL I can...

build/animate creatures - I am still fairly new at this, but but I am starting to get the hang of it. So I will try and build as best I canto build what you want.

I can customize pokemon I have made with special skins and clothing, to give you a completely unique pokemon pet! Or create one I haven't made if you wish!

I also try and make mods for MLP avatars, again there are some limits but I will see what I can do.

Art wise I can do digital drawing, mostly cartoons or pixel artwork. Examples in my gallery.

I am not setting any prices currently, but please be kind when asking for something and the price offered. I dont have a lot of time, but I will try and do whatever I can as quickly as i can.

Any help is greatly appreciated, thank you very much.

~Miyuki

So I dont know how many people actually watch me, since I am not too active XD but today is my 23rd birthday. This year is particularly rough, considering my dad is unemployed, mom my just got a job after being without all summer and school year, and I am still out of work myself. It's a rough year, but we are going to try and make the best of it. We just cant really do anything for my birthday this year. We cant buy a cake this year, but we are going to see what we can try to make instead and hopefully it will come out alright.

School finished for the semester last week, and I got my classes in waiting for the next semester. Hoping the big turn around will happen soon and things will start getting better! ^^ anyways that's about it. Not much is going on right now. Wish me luck!

~Alyssa

Well it's a bit late, but I haven't been up for doing much lately. Sadly on Monday I lost Cupid. He had been doing pretty good up until that day. He had been having a bad day, but I never thought it would be his last. He had, had bad days before but always pulled through...I guess he just....it must have been his time. It has been hard dealing with. I always loved but it seemed during the nursing our bond got even stronger. Which made the blow all the harder. I had been sitting with him in my lap for a few hours at that point, just cuddling him since he wasn't feeling well. There was a strange 'gurgling' noise in his chest while in certain poses, so I was keeping him in a pose that made it easier for him to breathe. I had been having trouble getting him to eat all day, so I woke him up to try and get him to eat some more. I pout some food in his mouth, but he wasn't really swallowing. Suddenly his eyes got big and he reared back and shook a little. It was so frightening, I cried for help but there was nothing neither me or my mom could do. He was gone within moments. It was quick, and he was able to go at home like I hoped. He was even in my arms so he wasn't alone. It was hard on me but at least he is in peace now.

It has been rough dealing with it, but it is what it is. I miss him a lot though. I did decide that after I have settled, I would like to get a ferret from a breeder. I still have Yuki and Baby, and I love them dearly. But I have always had three, so it just feels....empty without the third. But it's too soon right now. I also dont want to get another Marshalls ferret unless it's a rescue that needs to happen. Marshalls is terrible and they should feel ashamed for breeding unhealthy ferrets!

So that's about it as far as updates go..I will get back to drawing soon!

So Cupid is feeling better, though he's still not 100%, and he might never be. But after spending....all my savings and seeing five different vets, I went to one recommended by the local ferret vet and she prescribed prednazone which has worked wonders. He still ahs his ups and downs but he can eat and drink on his own now, as well as go to the bathroom without help. He might have a brain tumor though, we dont know. All I can hope for now is that if he goes, at least he will be able to do it peacefully at home. But I am still trying to stay hopeful that he might pull through and get better.

In lighter news, I got a new puppy =3 you can see him in my newest submission =^^= his name is Apollo and he's a long haired silver dapple. He is just he cutest little darling! And so sweet! In fact he's sleeping in my lap as I write this! He has blue eyes, though the bottom of his left eye is brown. He is really smart to! Is already learning sit! And I hope soon to save up enough to get him some puppy classes I got a baby sitting gig for 10 an hour weekly. The kids are good to even if it's a bit far to get to.

So just gettin' by. That's the update, nice to have something that's not depression @.@ later! And expect some 3D to come soon from my class!

I know I haven't updated my journal in a while, but I just haven't been in the mood. Sadly Cupid, one of my ferrets, is ill. We are not sure if he will make it. Plus a lot of other things are all going wrong at once. I know lately I only post journals when I seem depressed, but sadly that's how things sorta are lately.

But here is some good news. I am finally in 3D classes so I can improve and be able to do more for my job. And I have a new guy friend, who will hopefully help me get out more. I am sure I will feel less depressed if I get out of the house more often. I also recently got into second life, it helps me relax and escape the crap of my life. Though now my mom gives me shit for playing it because of all the people who threw away their lives to play it. I am not stupid, I just enjoy escaping for a little bit.

Anyways it's not much, but there's a slight update. To those who continue to watch me, thank you

P.S. Gaia online fucking SUCKS NEVER EVER EVER JOIN! The admins are money grabbing assholes. If you can help me take them down! *glares* fucking gaia...

peace!

I know I haven't updated my journal in a while, but I just haven't been in the mood. Sadly Cupid, one of my ferrets, is ill. We are not sure if he will make it. Plus a lot of other things are all going wrong at once. I know lately I only post journals when I seem depressed, but sadly that's how things sorta are lately.

But here is some good news. I am finally in 3D classes so I can improve and be able to do more for my job. And I have a new guy friend, who will hopefully help me get out more. I am sure I will feel less depressed if I get out of the house more often.

Anyways it's not much, but there's a slight update. To those who continue to watch me, thank you

P.S. Gaia online fucking SUCKS NEVER EVER EVER JOIN! The admins are money grabbing assholes. If you can help me take them down! *glares* fucking gaia...

peace!

It's just one thing after another. So I did eventually have that talk I spoke of previously with my boss. He basically insulted me, and threatened me, and embarrassed me by parading me out in front of everyone during out PRIVATE CONVERSATION and did just about everything he could to be as unprofessional and awful as possible. I decided fuck this, minimum wage is not worth all this stress and I quit. He is lucky I am NICE because I had every reason to apply for unemployment. I might have quit, but he made it a hostile work environment, so I could have. But I wont. Not to mention the looong list of LAWS he is breaking I could report him on. But again, I won't. I am not like that. Luckily my intern boss came through for me. He knew what was going on as I let him know before the talk what was happening, and what might be the result. And we set up an arrangement that soon when a project(you don't get to know about! Top secret!) get's going real soon I will be getting paid work, and we will try to keep that going until I can find another job. Just to help fill the space from the lost job.

So despite work drama, things have been going pretty well. That is, until the other day, Saturday. My mom and I had just gotten back from a great morning, had gone to the farmer's market and were planning to hit the wiener dog races. Then we get a call form my uncle. Now my uncle and my mom don't get along. So when I heard my mom say 'Adam?' I knew something was wrong. Turns out, my gut was right. I saw a shocked look on my mom's face...and I could feel my heard dropping. Then when she said 'when did he die?' I knew exactly what she meant and broke into tears. My Grandpa had been ill for many years, and recently he was diagnosed with melanoma. He had just been moved into a nursing home when he passed. After she hug up, we held each other and cried for a while, then she started to make calls. Needless to say, our weekend was shot.

We went and got my sister(can't drive at the moment) and just hung around the house. On Tuesday we are flying out for the service and will be back on Thursday. I sent my painting teacher an email to let her know what happened and that I would need an excused absence next week. And what the does bitch do? She said 'Sorry for your loss, but I need you to bring me an obituary or something to PROVE he really died.' I understand her reasoning for saying that but...really...REALLY!? As if losing my Grandpa wasn't bad enough you just want to make me root through the papers to find the OFFICIAL WORD THAT I LOST SOMEONE I LOVED DEARLY!? ...God I hate her...

so yah. Sorry my journals are all rants and bad shit these days...but that's the story of my life lately. *sigh* well that's it. To my few watchers, I will try to get some...lighter journals up...promise.

Man so....lately work has been AWFUL and just getting worse! The owner is a nice enough guy, but to be honest I don't get why this place has lasted as long as it has. I mean, the food is great but he does REALLY stupid things, and can be an ass hole. The major issues started back in February. I used to have the manager code, because we need it surprisingly often, and at times when something kept me from clocking in right away, and I would tell the manager to fix it, he would take FOREVER and at times completely forget about it. So another coworker at one point showed me how you can fix the times on your hours to make it easier on the manager. I never once lied, and never dreamed up faking hours. But one day I came to clock in and found the manger code didn't work anymore(yah...we need the stupid thing to just CLOCK IN) and curious I asked the manager about it and he shrugged it off. Later he said the owner had changed it because he saw I modified my hours. I told him I just FIXED a time when I hadn't clocked in and later I was talking to the owner about it and he kept asking 'are you SURE I will find you on the cameras at the right time?' and I kept saying 'YAH because I WAS here. I don't lie, I don't cheat. And I won't fake any hours. I am not a thief, and that is the equivalent of stealing. I assume he saw I was right since it never came up again.

Since then, no one has bothered to give me the manager code again. Because what I did was apparently SO horrible(nevermind I wasn't the only one who did it...I was just the only one who got in trouble for it..) that they wont give me the code again. Which is REALLY hard as a shift leader. And I am upset because a girl at work who ranks lower then me is allowed to know it! And I have to ask HER to help me when I need it! Which is incredibly irritating. So yesterday I asked the manager(a new one) if I could have the code so that I can actually do the things I need to do. I won't do anything BAD it is just really inconvenient to not know it. And she said she would have to talk to the owner about it. *rolls eyes* haven't heard back on that yet...

So today I come into work to the lovely surprise of finding out that last night, the bartender didn't lock his door. Now we have six doors in the store. Two front doors, one leading to the bar one to the restaurant. Then there are two doors on the restaurant half, one in the back of the kitchen, and one in the back of the bar. When I left all four of the kitchen doors were locked. The door that was open was the bar door. And he didn't turn on the security alarm either, but we kitchen people don't touch the alarm. The bartender does. When I left and closed out, there were still people in the bar. Now the owner decided a few weeks ago, that if the doors weren't locked he would charge teh closers $50 bucks(which I am pretty sure is illegal) but I paid little attention to it because I ALWAYS lock doors when I am closing. It's really stupid not to. So I come in to find that the owner wants me to pay $25 for the unlocked door. I turned to the manager and said 'no, I am not paying that. For one, MY doors were locked. I wasn't here when the bartender closed. I am NOT going to stay, after my shift, to 'babysit' the bartender and make sure he does his job. I refuse to pay for HIS mistake. And two, I am pretty sure he CAN'T make us pay. He can fire us yah, but he can't take away our money over that.' and she just said I would have to talk to the owner about it. He wasn't in today, but I AM going to talk to him, if not tomorrow then saturday. And I WILL NOT pay him a dime and he WILL NTO take a cent from my paycheck. I did nothing wrong, I would sooner quit then be saddled with the blame from teh bartender's incompetence. Not to mention, when I merely SUGGESTED to one of them once to MAKE SURE the doors to the deck were fully CLOSED he got really offended and snapped at me. I was leaving, the deck doors were locked, and I was merely warning him that they wont close fully on their own, and HIS bar people were out there so HE needed to check the doors.

The way I see it, the door issue is the bartender's fault. THEY need to check all the doors their customers use before they close up. I will not be held responsible for whatever happens when I leave.

so yah....depending on how the convo with my boss goes I may quit because I am sick of all this shit. That isn't even half of the crap I have put up with in the time I have been there, which is rapidly approaching a year. So Friday(wow it's friday now!) when I go into my internship, I think I will just have to beg my boss to give me something, ANYTHING as paid work so that I can leave this hell hole of a minimum wage job...

so hope you enjoyed my rant! *Phew* good to get that out...now to go bitch to my mom because I can ;D peace out y'all!

So excuse me being a few days late but here it goes! So this year at ikkicon, rather then just going as a typical anime fan, I decided to run an art booth I did one at Anime Overload back in august, and while it didn't go as well as I had hoped, I figured a larger con would make things easier. Well...I think that things COULD have gone well, had the people running the con not been total idiots >.> lets put it this way, last year I was on safety detail for them, and I saw first hand how completely UNORGANIZED they are. Just compare them to San Japan, they are the same age, yet San Japan is huge. Like...A-Kon huge. And while San Antonio is a big city, I would think Austin is more then big enough to be able to handle a large con. Anyways, in Ikkicon's 'experimentation' they put the artist alley in with the dealers. Big mistake. Nearly every artist I talked to could barely break even, if they got that much. There was one entrance to the room, and about five exits. When you entered you hit a dealers booth first, then you could go right to the dealers part, or left to the artists part. Now, imagine walking into a room and having a choice to go A. to the right where you see big displays, and massive items or B. to go to the left where you see some things, but not quite as impressive. To put it simply, a lot of people I talked to didn't even know where the artist alley was. After the con there were people saying they WANTED to hit the artist alley, if they knew where the heck it was. There were no signs, and with people spread out in the hall ways, some in the gaming room, and most in the dealers room, it was just a HUGE mess! And because of their bad decision, we didn't do as well as we should have. Most say it was the worst con they had ever ran a booth at. Not to mention dealers being upset that they paid so much more for their booths, and here we were right next to them. Needless to say, it wasn't the best experience ever.

But not to worry! I plan to go to overload again this year and am improving on my display ^^ I shared my booth with and her sister this time around, and it was their first time. They had the most adorable buttons and cute prints for sale Hopefully seeing that we weren't the only ones doing poorly helped keep them from getting discouraged and I hope they will try frequenting cons again ^^ anyways, it was a last minute thing over all, I had more or less given up hope of doing a booth this year, since it was sold out and I had been looking since october. But three days before the con I got a reply to my post and figured, what the heck! Why not? I still had a decent amount of stock left over from overload, so I made a few more as quickly as I could before the con, and considering I only had a few days I would say I did pretty well and I have been looking into making badges for overload, and hopefully getting more fanart done for prints just to broaden what I sell ^^ and I will look into getting those 'cube' things to help make my display look even better! So I am still a newbie at this, but I hope in time I will get better, and who knows, maybe people will start to look forward to seeing me at cons ;D anyways, this year I was between and another girl who was selling prints and commissions. THey gave us good advice and helped us feel a bit better about not doing as well as we had hoped. Over all, I earned back my half of the table, going home with about...$80 or so. Its not great, but its better then nothing ^^ over all I really didn't make anything though because I couldn't resist buying some stuff D8 I got some awesome pigtails, made from those...pipe...things XD not sure what they are called. And I got a GIANT TAILS PLUSHIE 8DDD that one was just too hard to not get, and to help support the artists I got an awesome terriermon hat and a few little things here and there like buying food, got a badge from the toon twins and bought a button from the girls I shared my booth with XD a cute grim reaper one

anyways, so yah that's about it. I went to a panel to talk about things the con could improve on, and had a few other artists with me to back me up about never doing waht they did this year again. They promised next year the artist alley would be separate from the dealers room again, as it should be! And they would actually use SIGNS so that people know where the heck they are going. There was also an apparent problem with preregistration considering hte line extended into the stair well and was like that pretty much all day D8 just glad I wasn't one of those people! Being in line for three to five hours would have sucked! And they are working on their contract with the next hotel they are at so that we can use the outlets. Didn't I mention that? it was 50 bucks to use ONE outlet >.> yah...so no computer for me =< I wanted to draw for people, didn't happen and I was glad I didn't! I didn't make enough to counter THAT cost D8 so hopefully that wont happen again ;XD

anyways, time to end my rant. I brought a cold home from the con so the past few days have been MISERABLE but I am taking plenty of zinc so hopefully it will blow over soon. To those who were at the con hope you guys had fun and I hope to see you call again at Overload! Also I plan to hit Ushicon this year, no booth just a by stander anyways hope to see you guys soon ;D and maybe this year will be the year I finally hit A-Kon for the first time 8D hehe ^^

oh and here's a fun fact 8D I went to Iron Artist for the first time ^^ I beat the 'reigning champ' the first time, but lost the second time, so we tied 8D then the other girl who challenged him tied, but I say she won 'cause he cheated D8< he doodled on a sticky note beforehand, CHEATING! Lol anwyays, ciao XD

Yup! Its my birthday again! unfortunately my cousin happens to be having her wedding today ;XD so I guess there is a bit of an overshadow. Lol! Oh well! I got a camera from my dad 8D its really nice to! I needed a new one after hte last one of ferret...ized and somehow I managed to break the LCD screen. Still not sure how I did that...but I wont let the furry monsters touch this one! ^^ and later today my BF is taking me out to lunch and a movie, so that will be cool! Other then that...I dunno what im gonna do XD my manager scheduled me to work today after I told him no, he forgot XD but a co-worker is covering for me so its cool man I feel old, 22 XD haha well i will try and make today as fun as I can! Dunno what my mom got me yet, I guess I will find out tomorrow! But I got a $45 gift certificate for jerry's artorama for hannukah from her which was pretty cool =3 hehe anyways, that's it! I iz old nao X3 happy holidays everyone!

So with Yuki healing well, I still would like to try and save up the money to get his foot lump tested. So! I am going to repose the commissions page, but with slightly more info

For now I will open ten slots, and see what comes of that.

1. OPEN
2. OPEN
3. OPEN
4. OPEN
5. OPEN
6. OPEN
7. OPEN
8. OPEN
9. OPEN
10. OPEN

Okay so here are the terms. I do not to 'mechanical' stuff well, so if you want that it may not be the best. I am also not too good at 'scary' things. My realistic work I am not yet quick enough on it, but if you want one we can discuss it. My 3d work is not up for commission just yet, because I am still new at it. Same with my paintings. So here is the pricing!

Sketch figure drawing(anime/cartoon style) - $10
Outlined figure drawing - $20
Colored figure drawing - $30

Sketch Chibi - $5
Outlined Chibi - $10
Colored Chibi - $20

Add an extra person to each picture for an extra 5 for chibi, and 10 for figure

Animals

Sketch - $10
Outline - $15
Colored - $25

Add an extra creature for $8

I CAN do sprite requests, but animating them costs more depending on the animation. Are you cool with only slight movements, or do you want more? If you want more obvious movements then naturally it will take more time and cost a bit more. I have no set price on sprites, it depends on how much detail goes into the sprite. Same as with all my drawings. And, I really prefer a reference, and if you dont want the pose in the reference as the sprite, then you need to describe in detail what pose you want. And if you want it animated, explain what you want it to do or you can just tell me to do whatever and I will do whatever I think looks good

As far as backgrounds go, you will have to discuss that with me since I am still working on them. Prices may vary depending on how much, or little, detail is in each picture.

Please note me to discuss commissions, prices are subject to change at any time. Now as far as the pictures go, I will show you it before you are required to pay(heavily watermarked though) if you decide you like it, you may send the payment and I will send you the watermarked version. I only ask that you do not claim my artwork as your own, and give credit where it is deserved. If you personally do not wish to ge ta commission, but know friends who might, please feel free to send them my way

Thank a bunch! Now, order commissions! XD

Also here are my policies on commissions.

1. This one is obvious but do not claim my art as your own. You can post it in your gallery, but please link back to me as the artist.
2. I do not charge before I finish the picture, because I like to know that my customers are pleased with my work before they pay, and if I get busy and take a while to get it done, no one gets nervous.
3. But relating to above, I will show you a water marked preview, and if you like it then you will send the payment THEN I will give you the unwatermarked version, typically by posting it in my gallery ^^
4. If you dont pay, you dont get the picture. That's that XD
5. I reserve the right to add or change anything on this page, but I will never change the price after i give you the initial quote if it was harder to do then I thought, then that was my fault for not foreseeing that ^^ so dont worry there wont be a price change after I tell you how much it will be, no matter how much time passes unless you cancel the order and come back motnsh later, then it might change XD

So, on tuesday yuki had his surgery. It went well, and they removed the masses. BUT, the vet really suggested getting the one on his foot looked at. It was bigger then I thought, so big that they had to restitch his dew claw toe back on to get the whole thing D8 he unhappily is wearing a cone around his neck, I am shocked he hasn't pulled it off yet! But he almost did yesterday, I let him run around in the living room and he purposely wedged himself between the tv and the speaker and began to pull back on the collar XD I stopped him before he got it of though lol. Smart little bugger! here is a cute video of him running around with it on XD [link] He more or less is acting normal, but I am keeping a close on on him to make sure he doesn't pull out his stitches. But yah...I need to get the money to get the potential tumor looked at. SO! I am opening commission! I beg my watchers to please try and purchase something, even just a little something < its $160 to get the mass sent to the lab...yah >.>; so umm...here we go!

so yah...I am lazy so I am just going to copy and past what I wrote out the last time I attempted this XD

For now I will open ten slots, and see what comes of that.

1. OPEN
2. OPEN
3. OPEN
4. OPEN
5. OPEN
6. OPEN
7. OPEN
8. OPEN
9. OPEN
10. OPEN

Okay so here are the terms. I do not to 'mechanical' stuff well, so if you want that it may not be the best. I am also not too good at 'scary' things. My realistic work I am not yet quick enough on it, but if you want one we can discuss it. My 3d work is not up for commission just yet, because I am still new at it. Same with my paintings. So here is the pricing!

Sketch figure drawing(anime/cartoon style) - $10
Outlined figure drawing - $20
Colored figure drawing - $30

Sketch Chibi - $5
Outlined Chibi - $10
Colored Chibi - $20

Add an extra person to each picture for an extra 5 for chibi, and 10 for figure

Animals

Sketch - $10
Outline - $15
Colored - $25

Add an extra creature for $8

As far as backgrounds go, you will have to discuss that with me since I am still working on them. Prices may vary depending on how much, or little, detail is in each picture.

Please note me to discuss commissions, prices are subject to change at any time. Now as far as the pictures go, I will show you it before you are required to pay(heavily watermarked though) if you decide you like it, you may send the payment and I will send you the unwatermarked version. I only ask that you do not claim my artwork as your own, and give credit where it is deserved. If you personally do not wish to ge ta commission, but know friends who might, please feel free to send them my way

Thank a bunch! Now, order commissions! XD

and for some randomness, here is yuki playing with a cat toy! XD [link]

So...its been q few weeks since Shaina's passing, and since her and kylee passed not too far from each other(about a year, which really isn't that long) I wanted to make sure the others were all healthy. So I took the three of them to the vet, and for a while now Yuki(my first ferret and special little boy) has had a lump on his bottom. I never thought much of it since he's had a scab there since I first got him, that he continually messed with so I assumed that's where the bump came from. Never the less I wanted to check it out and make sure everything was alright. It turns out that its likely epithelioma, a type of skin cancer >.> the vet says its nothing serious, but we should remove it soon while its small and before it becomes a problem. Well there's another vet bill I can't afford. *sigh* nothing these days can just go right it seems....so im in a bit of a mood now....yah...monday I will get an estimate as to how much the surgery will cost...hopefully not too bad. Guess this is where that emergency money from my grandma is going to be put to use...without it, im out of luck D8

Yesterday on September 20th, I took Shaina to the vet because she was struggling to breath. Less then a week after having the fluid in her chest drained, and it filled up again. The medication hadn't helped at all, and after thinking long and hard, and being told by the vet there wasn't much they could do, Shaina was put to sleep. I buried her in the place where Kylee lays, and I wish I could have done more to help her get better. She had Lymphoma, and though we dont know her exact age, she was likely somewhere around 8 years old. I had her for almost two years, and I wish I had gotten more time with her. SHe got to run around, and got lots of hugs and loving before she passed, but I still miss her so much. I wound up burying her alone, everyone was busy and I didn't want to bother them when they were at work or in school. But a friend did come over between classes to give me a hug, and my mom's friend showed up for a little bit to. I still have my three other babies left, and today they ran around the house, playing and enjoying the freedom to roam outside of the bedroom. Lets just hope that they stay happy and healthy for a long time. It hadn't been even a year since kylee's passing, and I dont think I could handle it happening again so soon. That's all for this update, hopefully kylee and shaina are playing with each other in ferret heaven. Rest in peace my little angels.

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So, shaina has been fine for a while now. She has stayed good since the last update. Only, things have gone bad again and...likely wont get better. Last week I took her to the vet because she was struggling to breath. It turns out her lungs were surrounded by liquid which is why she was having trouble breathing. So they drained the liquid and it turns out they were cancer cells. I am not sure what type of cancer it is, but she is taking prednazone for a week to see if it will help her get better. But there is a chance her chest will start to fill up again, unfortunately if that happens...then well...I might have to put her down. Unless they can stop her chest from filling up there isn't much else we can do. So keep your fingers crossed that she will do better, she may not be completely healthy again but hopefully she will be able to live out her life comfortably.

So...I am not sure how many of you know what happened to kylee back in october...but...I am scared Shaina has it. She is having trouble walking, and her vulva is swollen. I am going to watch her closely, but that's how Kylee's problems started. She is isolated in a very clean enviornment where I can observe her closely. But I can't afford vet care right now and if it is what kylee had...then there is no hope. Please give her your prayers so she might get better. I know Shaina is old, and when I got her we didn't expect her to be around very long but...I can't go through what happened to kylee. I just can't. So...please give her your hearts and hopefully this will be nothing and she will get better. Thank you.

~Miyuki

EDIT:// well for now it seems Shaina is getting better! Yay! The swelling has gone down and she is walking again, and her poo is normal. So hopefully she will stay this way. I would hate to lose her, especially the way we lost kylee so keep your hopes up that Shaina will stay healthy ^^ but for now the outlook is good! Thanks to those of you who were worried about her!

So I am in school again now! Not MY school, I am going to ACC for the time being until I can afford to return to gemini. In the meantime I am in Intro to Psych and Basic Math Skills. Psych is fun, and my teacher is AWESOME! But math pretty much blows DX but my financial aid requires it, so I just gotta grin and bare it. I am almost done with my new ID image, which has been in the works for a few weeks now XD so keep and eye out for a pretty new id that doesn't have fugly arms ;D

so I am pretty sure at this point that my desktop is clean and saved. It wasn't what I thought it was which is nice, I need to learn not to freak the second I see the work 'win32' XD and remember its only the demon if it has 'virut' with the win32 lol! Just waiting on some people to reply to find out if I am good or not

ALso my cable box in my room decided it would be awesome to explode(not literally, it just randomly stopped working) so I took it in to exchange and found that I could upgrade it to a DVR and it would save my mom 8 bucks! I called her first anyways, but now I have a dvr box in my room 83 no longer will I get pissed when my mom cancels my recordings for hers! Bwahahaha! Plus it is faster. The other one could take forever when browsing the guide, so its a nice change ^^ so over all though it may be minor, little things like that really help lift my day which would have otherwise sucked >=3 bwaha! Well that's all for now, got some commissions for people on gaia I have to finish, on top of my homework XD sooooo...yup busy busy! Also I am looking for another job. During the holiday seasons I got lots of hours at my current one, but since I have been getting shit hours so I am going to try and find a new job. If I find another one I like better, then I will give my two week notice and see how things go from there.

Anyways that is all for this update see you all later! *heads off to class*

Happy birthday to me! I FUCKED UP my computer! D8 yah that's right, stupid idiot me messed up my computer as my 'birthday present' and might have to redo the whole thing T-T pooey! me=fail D8 yaaaaaah not fun. I get to spend tonight and sunday fixing it!(working sat) yaaaaaaaay.....>.> bleh. Trying to back up what I can for now DX anyways...other then that I got some money which is WONDERFUL and shoes, and my lappy warranty is extended(desktop is the fucked up one right now though) so it is good aside from that unfortunate event. Anyways, thats all for now later XD

So yesterday I did one of the stupidest things I have ever done....I washed my phone T-T we are trying to salvage it but it doesn't look good. So, for those who know me call my house to get me since for now....I have no phone D8 waah T-T